No matter what people call you, you are just who you are. Keep to this truth. You must ask yourself how is it you want to live your life. We live and we die, this is the truth that we can only face alone. No one can help us. So consider carefully, what prevents you from living the way you want to live your life?
This is earth again, the earth where I've lived and now will live once more. . . I've been to eternity and back. I know how the dead would feel to live again.