There's so much going on, with child abuse, not having the right relationships and being in abusive relationships, that play into her, and that energy was constantly in my body for a month. I was the lead character and it was very, very intense.
When you're thinking about something that you don't understand, you have a terrible, uncomfortable feeling called confusion. . . Now, is the confusion's because we're all some kind of apes that are kind of stupid working against this, trying to figure out [how] to put the two sticks together to reach the banana and we can't quite make it. . . So I always feel stupid. Once in a while, though, the sticks go together on me and I reach the banana.