Compete with the immortals
I had a lot of friends that were extremely hedonistic, extremely debauched, swapping partners etc.
The drugs were the most important thing to me.
The amount of painkillers I was given. Every time I had a pain in my leg I got used to numbing it out.
I think it backfired. It wasn't what I expected, it was difficult. I didn't expect them to throw somany mind games into it. I didn't expect to be so emotional, but I asked for it really. I'ma glutton for punishment.
I went on Love Island thinking I was quite headstrong but it turned out I was quite emotional.
You can come back to friendship. You can let it drop, for five years or ten years, and come back to it.
Sometimes I pretend not to look at my own characters, because that's like different people getting off with your girlfriend or something.
Now you're selling out, the devil sold a dream and you bought it without thinking about. How the beast will decrease the brain wave, with material thoughts from the crib to the grave.
There's nothing wrong with cash. It gives you time to think.