I had a lot of self-loathing,. . I've been self-sustained since I was 11. I've always been the one making the money, and to be flat on my back and. . so vulnerable and then be completely loved. To have my wife be there, 110% supportive. To have my children say, 'It's OK, Mom. ' To have the people that I work for say, 'It's OK. ' To have my fans go, 'It's all right. ' It's like, what was I afraid of? I'm going to get healthy now, and I'm not going to carry that baggage anymore.
Dreams don't come true. Plans come true!