In our quest for living a pure, focused life that pleases God, we all hit the wall at one time or another. What do we do then? Give up. . . Not an option. I have had times when the road has gotten long. . . Those periods can be very challenging. When they happen, I go to God and ask for His strength for the journey.
They spent the first three years of school getting you to pretend stuff and then the rest of it marking you down if you did the same thing.