Worship is not an experience. Worship is an act, and this takes discipline. We are to worship ''in spirit and in truth. '' Never mind about the feelings. We are to worship in spite of them.
I have been, earlier in my life, a lazy writer. I'd spend three hours at the gym to avoid writing, or I'd just find other distractions - reading, doing laundry, talking on the phone, etc. But suddenly I was like a laser beam: I was relentlessly focused, sometimes to the detriment of other things.