I think actually one of the things you learn when you get older is, things change. You get a longer perspective. I was quite depressed when I was young. I had a dark cloud hanging over me. But I always felt "this is not the end. " It's always changing; it's going up, it's going down. Great things will happen.
Another world is not only possible, she is on her way. On a quiet day, I can hear her breathing.