All of us attain the greatest success and happiness possible in this life whenever we use our native capacities to their fullest extent. . . . And every life must be chalked up at least a partial failure when it does not succeed in reaching its inherent destiny.
I was a time bomb waiting to detonate, burned out, sick of the music business, out of touch with everything and heavily abusing various substances, disillusioned with life, and intensely needed to work on my character. The only way I could see to do that was to withdraw completely from public life as I had known it before.