I think it's more important to concentrate on trying to be, simply, happy. Once you've known deep despair, you feel even more motivated to be as happy as possible. That's how I feel.
Hey Rid?" She stopped and turned to look at him, almost ruefully. Like she couldn't help what she was any more then a shark could help being a shark, but if she could. . . "Yeah, Shrinky Dink?" "You're not all bad. " She looked right at him and almost smiled. "You know what they say. Maybe I'm just drawn that way.