I'd sort of acquired somewhat more mature perspective on what my career is and I don't. . . not anymore. . . consider fame and fortune my career. I'm not a star. I'm an actor. So in a way, what I want to do as an actor, I would consider good for my career. Does that make sense?
Everything you want is cheap or free. If you went to a venture capitalist and said: "I need money to buy tools. " You flunked the IQ test, I mean every tool that you need is free!