I have been through the stages of disbelief and shock, to anger and ultimately grief over the loss of the family I so badly wanted for my children.
If I'm not training then, gosh, anything: donuts. . . Kentucky Fried Chicken 20-piece hot wings. . . corned beef hash and eggs. . . But because I'm training, I'm eating very healthily: almond milk. . . Ezekiel bread. . . chicken. . . fish. . . I'm on a strict diet.