I just had - we had instances - like, for instance, when I turned 13, she threw me a bar mitzvah. But nobody came. But nobody came because nobody knew what the hell that was. I only had black friends. No one knows what the hell you're doing.
Rajneesh
The teaching of the buddhas is: Find time and a place to remain unoccupied. That's what meditation is all about. Find at least one hour every day to sit silently doing nothing, utterly unoccupied, just watching whatsoever passes by inside. In the beginning you will be very sad, looking at things inside you; you will feel only darkness and nothing else, and ugly things and all kinds of black holes appearing. You will feel agony, no ecstasy at all. But if you persist, persevere, the day comes when all these agonies disappear, and behind the agonies is the ecstasy.
