As for not getting things right: I constantly rerun social situations<br>conversations I experience<br>have throughout my head, and I'm always writing them down in notebooks or in word documents<br>the Internet. I feel like these habits and a generally good memory of people<br>the interactions I have with them (due to studying people having always been my main interest in life) have lead me to being very accurate in things I write in stories<br>essays.
Musical compositions can be very sad - Chopin - but you have the pleasure of this sadness. The cheap consolation is: you will be happy. The higher consolation is the pleasure and recognition of your unhappiness, the pleasure of having recognised that fate, destiny and life are such as they are and so you reach a higher form of consciousness.