That is how it feels. Like everything between us is twisted together, friendship and love and family, so I cant tell the difference between any of them.
I got famous in my 30s. I already had a real life and kids and responsibilities, like laundry and cleaning bathrooms. It's hard not be grounded when you have that. I think, if you get super-famous and everyone tells you you're wonderful when you're 12, it's probably a lot harder.