Believers know that the presence of evil is always accompanied by the presence of good, by grace. . . Where evil grows, there the hope for good also grows. . . In the love that pours forth from the heart of Christ, we find hope for the future of the world. Christ has redeemed the world: "By his wounds we are healed. " (Isaiah 53:5)
And yes, to answer you seriously, I am beginning to be. . . well, not bored, but tempted; afraid, but tempted. When you've been in pain for a long time, when you wake up every morning with a rising sense of hysteria, then boredom is what you want, marathon sleeps, a silence in yourself.