As an actor you're only supposed to be a lover. I am a romantic hero though I don't like that tag. With all the hardships, problems, illness, goodness, badness, awards and money. . . an actor will always be a lover. And a lover makes mistakes. You'll be silly, nonsensical and stupid.
I think I'm going to spend some time learning how to be a first-time mom, and then I'll go back to work.