When I was a child, I spoke like a child. When I was an adult, I no longer spoke like a child. When I became old and wise, I spoke again like a child. I wish I had spoken all my life like a child.
You are resisting, but you've come to see that tactically as well as morally, it is better to be nonviolent. If one would, didn't want to deal with the moral questions, it would just be impractical for the Negro to talk about making his struggle a violent one.