I've never had a very closely connected family. My parents split up when I was young and I was living with my mom for a little while, then I was kind of just on my own really young. It wasn't some kind of global tragedy, it was just never really a very close-knit family. So there was support in the sense that they didn't stand in my way.
I couldn't go over there, man. Once I saw the blood. I'm not good with blood. . . It choked me up for a minute. We were laughing and giggling one minute, the next minute, a man's down on the ground, both of them.