I just tend to admire people who go for what they believe in, like David Lynch for example, and just say what goes through their heads, and are not afraid of people not accepting them. I have no respect for people who deliberately try to be weird to attract attention, but if that's who you honestly are, you shouldn't try to "normalize yourself". It's a fine line.
When you lose something in your life, stop thinking it's a loss for you. . . it is a gift you have been given so you can get on the right path to where you are meant to go, not to where you think you should have gone.