I became a completely dysfunctional, miserable person, completely uncommunicative and aggressive.
I've never been lonely. I've been in a room. . . I've felt suicidal, I've been depressed. I've felt awful. . . awful beyond all , but I never felt that one other person could enter that room and cure what was bothering me. . . or that any number of people could enter that room. In other words, loneliness is something I've never been bothered with because I've always had this terrible itch for solitude.