I hate myself on the screen. I want to die. . . my voice is either too high or too gravelly. I want to dive under the carpet. . . . I'd love to be tall and willowy. . . I'm short.
I have a completely new knee. It's brilliant. I am not feeling my age at all. I feel about 43, a willowy blonde 43 years old with long legs.
Nature did not make me willowy.
To be beautiful you had to be willowy and tall. When you were as short as Clary was, just over five feet, you were cute. Not pretty or beautiful, but cute.